At this exact moment I need to smoke.
First though, a quick thought,

to this gray day

that I woke up way too early for, and will probably stay up too late
for
finishing off the night.

But I digress.

I wont be around in this way forever.
My thoughts will probably lift their veil
and I'll make another stand. A stand
against what I dont want, and a far flung
back shoulder grasp at what I do.

I'm on my own about it.
Currently.
A separatist of emotion and rationalization.

But to this cold afternoon, I'd rather be a unit
until unity. I just wanted to say that. Before I
forget what I was thinking about.